We have been working till one am for three days now.
But I have to say it is lookng so GREAT!! these kids I have working are super good. One is only 17, Luis dark complected, curly hair beautiful eyes.HE IS CRAZY so much energy hard to control him. But when I can get him calm down he does pretty darn good. He is the only one that is out of control, and hard to handle sometimes. But he does funny things and he is very loving, always touching hugging, kissing everyone.
That is common here, people always kiss on the check when they greet or leave.
The hotel have been giving us food, drink and whatever we need even asprins for headaches. Its been a good experice. I know its opening a new door. The Los Suenos Marriots is a really first class operation. Yesterday after I finished the casino, the manager wanted to thank me. I made garlands of the playing cards, incorporated the cards in the tree, the wreath the garlands. He was impressed with the colors the style everything. He wanted to talk to me..
So I went, after they called me on the Radio, and he continued to tell me He thought I had great ideas. He asked me to help in the redu of the whole casino. Its a small Casino, not a giant place. But Hey I am thrilled. So next week I have an appointment with him to assist in a bid for the remodle of the place!!!
The negative thoughts of others, and the words that were said to me recently over my choice of being here, left me when I talk to him. I felt if anywhere in the world I would meet someone, who is successfull the possiblities here are bigger than where I use to live.
The hotel is filled with people, if you never heard of it or are interested in go to the The Los Suenos Marriotts Web site and take a peak.
Los Suenos is THE DREAMS... and you know what I DREAMED OF COMING HERE. I really did I had a dream about this country, didn't know exactly where it was and for one year I studied, read ,and prayed.
I sold things little by little, only one thing did not sell and was a problem. It was my deliver Van and I left it there. I know I should have taken care of that, but I was so Done by the time everything sold. That was a bad situation.
I lost the Van obviously.
I left a responsiblity behind, neglected to take care of it Bad, but the brain at that point couldn't take another thing there in the USA. I was borderline suicide.
I know I am imperfect, I know I have flaws, everyone does. I came here to get some peace in my head, and it has happened.
I had a friend come and visit me. She stayed two weeks, she lost weight, she lost her insomnia, that she had for many years.Plus my strenght and courage to adventure and do something different, encouraged her to push forward and change something about her also. So Maybe there is more to this than just my own sanity?
I will keep going on, and I will try untill I can not try any more.Tough as it has been, all you can do when you are at the bottom is go up.
HATE THE BOTTOM!!! well not all bottoms!!
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MARIANNA - IF YOU WORK THIS RIGHT, YOU COULD GO COMPLETELY GLOBAL WITH MARRIOTT - SOUNDS LIKE YOU ARE DEFINITELY IN THE RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT TIME HONEY - MARIOTT CORPORATE IS GONNA COME IN THERE AND SWEEP YOU UP - COSTA RICA WILL BE YOUR PLAYSPOT ON THE WEEKENDS - YOU'LL BE SETTING UP MARIOTT SHANGHAI, MARIOTT BUENOS AIRES - NAME IT - NAME IT!!!!!!!! F#*!K VANTUCKY!
It's really funny how the medical doctors in the states want to give you meds. for depression when all you have to do is remove yourself from the depressing situation. I know I am a prime example of the one who decided to part from my situation to find another world of peace. Deep down I knew what my real problem was and taking meds was not the solution. Now I realize why I was so depressed. Sure I get lonely at times but it's still better than the life I had. Even when I was in that relationship I felt more alone than I do now. When you realize what you have to do to become sane again is when you have finally understood your problem. And medication is not always the answer. You Go Girl...
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