Early morning Landscapeing and Belly dancing

Oh course After work I got invited to go to Monkeys the dance place it was late I worked till almost 11 at night. I changed went and and met Rosie for a while. They had these Yagermister girls in there dancing on the bar, then they did a dirty dancing man contest and some ugly sucker won cause he danced like a fool! after that it got nasty I left shortly after the girls contest where they disrobed and well it was not sexy it was nasty and I felt defiled....
During this Tony showed up the old Tony he is looking more depraved that I remembered... he told me my phone was cut or he was threatening to cut my phone?? he was a bad scene he insisted on a commission that I promised if we closed Macaw early and they paid, but as you know that didn't happen and well I got totally screwed on that project and Tony was the main factor on the job... He did not follow through on many things and so he was fired long before the job was final. I had to get rid on him.. he was staying in my place for free, making a salary, never sharing or paying for lights, water nothing eating free... He even took a loan with me, and never paid it back.It was a very bad scene , I left right after that so I was there for maybe an hour and half... I went home to bed and got up at 5:00, I am trying to finish this small remodel job.

I picked up The jardinaro at 6:00, paid the viveros, (NURSIES,) then drove to Herradura to help the Jardinaro install the whole landscape. And I did, also painted another area and cleaned up garbage.
I left about 12:30, paid Christian and Carlos, then went home changed cleaned up some and went to My belly dancing class... it was hard but fun this is the third time. I will miss all the dancing for the next month. To me its my form of release and exercise, I do not look at it as bad or the intention of being in the bars here for a pick up.. its different here that is not the way of life. Everyone dances... ( justifying my habits! )

I have also been working out three to four days a week , but still not seeing any difference in the body GOD ITS HARD TO GET IN SHAPE when you have not worked out for a year.


After Rosie and her sister, Alisha went to Rosies on the corner and ate Mahi mahi and fresh veggies and a sandia, they make natural drinks here out of fruit with either milk in the blender or with water and ice. I do the water and with out sugar... We sat and talked and she encouraged me to be out and about not to stay home and sulk and miss Christian... Were friends but its hard being a friend with someone that you liked at one point... for me anyhow?

I came to office to read mail and now the nails are going to get done since I did all the landscape it is not easy I broke allot of them off completely.. so I figured it would make a girl feel better to get a little pampering..
I found out Clint comes back tomorrow night at 8:00 so I am going to have to drive to San Jose and pick him up...
Tomorrow is my pool day in the sun to relax and meditate life, and just do nothing generally!